It's been 2 months since he has gone. Normally, it would end and I would never be interested in hearing from him again. He is still hanging around, unsure about his feelings. We wish to be friends forever, but I sometimes think the best thing is not to see each other anymore. I don't know if I will forget what went right and what went wrong, and I don't even know if he ever loved me. I think he never did. People sometimes get involved with you to prove something to themselves, and never think that when they reach that pint in which they won't be able to varry on with it, they will leave and empty space.
In the last 15 years I have loved many people, some are still around, some have gone forever and probably won't ever think about what they have done. One day, when all of us open our hearts and see what we've done to people who loved us, we will wish we could mend it. Some of us will be able to forgive, to forget, to move on, some of us will be able to ask to be forgiven.
He is leaving little by little. I think he already has someone new, but doesn't want to tell. If he does, I'd rather go away from him so he can't see me in pain. But he claims to love me as a friend and says I am the one who listens to what he has to say.
Love hurts and it gets into your bones and your blood. It hurts so much that reminds you how it feels to be alive.
But he has never loved anyone the way I love him...
So my love has gone and my heart closed forever.
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1 comment:
Very nice. I got your comment and thank you.
I guess I have to take and give advice and say that the best thing is to concentrate on yourself and forget all about him.
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