To be or not... what a dilema

To be happy or not to be happy?

To be happy only takes one step: To actually want to be. How? Simple. Anytime you feel miserable about the past, or about someone, or something, change that thought into a positive and good one. The less energy you spend in the wrong, the better you will feel.

It happened that I had met someone that seemed to be special. But as many other times, that person wasn't single and could not tell me the truth from the very beggining, without flirting first.

It happened that I decided to leave that before feeling developed and then dissapointment came afterand made me feel sad and lonely again. I recalled first all those failled relationships, those that never were and those that should have never been. Then I thought to myself: Do ya wanna waste time crying for love or do ya wanna enjoy every single day being completely happy and cheerful, able to count your blessings and enjoy cooking, living in the place you longed for, going to places you like to be in, gathering with nice and happy people and dance to the sound of music?

Well, resolution for 2009: TO be happy! no matter if he prefers a fat woman who has been with him for 8 years and because they bought a house that means it will last forever.... Or, to love a self-inflated person who believes he is perfect and his body is perfect but he cannot socialise without worrying too much or always trying to impress people with his possessions?

All a bunch of losers, I want a real guy! one who sees me and declares to himself: That's my type of woman: inteligent, hard working, beautiful and full of love and joy. That is what he will see as that is who I am. Then, he will say: I want that woman and I will conquer her and make her fall head over heels for me!

Well, to be happy is to be determined to take all the rubbish out the closet of the heart and fill it with fresh stuff, flowers, and all those things that feed the spirit and all the senses.